My 3 nightmares

So my first nightmare last night was really horrible...
Ok I don't say. *rolls eye*

I dreamt that Qing told me he wanted a break up with me in a mall. He said his feelings had faded and that he had enough of my nonsense etc.
I remember myself just stunned, and and as if a whole Mount Everest was on my chest lol. I couldn't breathe, or maybe cuz I was hyperventilating. I don't know. I only rmb myself being so lost suddenly.

And th ache was soooo unbearable. But I couldn't cry. It was that upsetting that even tears can't express how I feel.

But fortunately I woke up w a jerk and realized it was just a dream. So I went back to sleep and this time I dreamt of zombies-__-

I was in th living room when suddenly this bunch of zombies came up to our metal grill gates and pull it off. I used durian to divert their attention but it wasn't helping until my dad realized that they were scared of chlorine. So then we became th heroes and defeated them.
So much for watching resident evil animation for less than 5mins that my bro showed me ;(

Lastly, (this is totally girly you may even think mehh it's yet another of such girls so you can opt not to read anyways)
I dreamt that I was heavier than a girl I've been feeling insecure of in th past.
I have a large body frame which ain't even helping me gain confidence lol thn now this.
I even remember she was 163cm and just 48kg only *cries* 
Why am I such an elephant. Whyyyy.

At least she doesn't affect me now and im happy for that (:
And at least these were just dreams. Thank goodness.