Hey everyone! I know ii havent been blogging much its cuz i was really too caught up with everything in school.
My exams are out and its quite disappointing... I didnt get a single A nor any satisfactory grade.
If youre thinking that im 'too hard' on myself, oh boy u cannot be any wrong-er than you are :(
But aside from this, school has been a joy (':
Ofc, there were a fair share of ups and downs here and there.
We cant please everyone.
School has been awesome w my classmates esp Supan, Qing and his clique (':
We were crapping about nonsensical stuffs, fooling during project and having a good laugh, talking about our future wedding, our BFs/Gfs/ECs, flipping cook books, pranking people in the library and heart to heart talks.
Life is great when im with them.
On th other hand... its not as good at home.
i mean, how about if your mum tells you she never wants to hear you say 'i love you' to her cuz youve hurt her so and so.
i dont normally share my troubles out but i think this might be something we can all relate to...?
I honestly dont even say ily to them, and itt gives me goose bumps cuz we dont even have such practises since young...and im not very close with them.
But to have a kin reject you before you even try, thats kinda the deal that seals me up.
& ive drifted from my aunts. and my grandparents and probably everyone.
Sometimes it feels like they want me away asap more than for me to stay.
And its not like my r/s is going super smoothly.
How can it get smooth when i cant be what he hope for.
i shall contribute all negativities to PMS, because i dont want to feel any more worse than feeling worthless.
My exams are out and its quite disappointing... I didnt get a single A nor any satisfactory grade.
If youre thinking that im 'too hard' on myself, oh boy u cannot be any wrong-er than you are :(
But aside from this, school has been a joy (':
Ofc, there were a fair share of ups and downs here and there.
We cant please everyone.
School has been awesome w my classmates esp Supan, Qing and his clique (':
We were crapping about nonsensical stuffs, fooling during project and having a good laugh, talking about our future wedding, our BFs/Gfs/ECs, flipping cook books, pranking people in the library and heart to heart talks.
Life is great when im with them.
On th other hand... its not as good at home.
i mean, how about if your mum tells you she never wants to hear you say 'i love you' to her cuz youve hurt her so and so.
i dont normally share my troubles out but i think this might be something we can all relate to...?
I honestly dont even say ily to them, and itt gives me goose bumps cuz we dont even have such practises since young...and im not very close with them.
But to have a kin reject you before you even try, thats kinda the deal that seals me up.
& ive drifted from my aunts. and my grandparents and probably everyone.
Sometimes it feels like they want me away asap more than for me to stay.
And its not like my r/s is going super smoothly.
How can it get smooth when i cant be what he hope for.
i shall contribute all negativities to PMS, because i dont want to feel any more worse than feeling worthless.
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